10/07/13

posted on 13 Jul 2010 22:48 by six-diary

It's been a while. At this time of the night, feeling groggy, I thought of old times spent with a love in my life and how I used to feel..

I miss how books used to make me feel. The warmth, the comfort, the rush, the world of possibilities. Nothing else could give me that feeling; not movies, not music, not painting. Just reading, especially for comfort.
God..how I miss those times.

As I get older, I became more fussy when it comes to books.
I read so many excellent ones that good books aren't so good anymore.
Lately, it seems like those excellent ones are getting hard to find.

I guess the first book that gave me that warm tingly feeling was Inkheart.
No books before then have I read and felt that way, that fuzzy feeling-like you're in another world all together, you know what I mean?

..I miss that.. I really do..

gone.

posted on 15 Jun 2009 00:00 by six-diary

gone
- v. pp. of go
         - adj. departed; left

 

 

 Had some 'me time' today, technically yesterday since its already 1am. Dad left earlier today, yesterday.

 

 He's gone. Gone.

 

 That sucked quite a bit; quite a lot actually, no one to fool around anymore.

 

 Met Angie later at Starbucks, she's leaving Sg, probably for good. Banged into Katherine there as well, her hair was longer than I thought. My, her hair definitely grow fast! Sat there for another three hours just reading Eclipse; and occasionally talking to strangers who asked to share the table, four groups of them in total; asked for a glass of water(free, YAY!) as well.

 

 Went to the times after that; believe it or not,  bookstores are my favourite hangout place. I LOVE everything about bookstores, the smell, the sight, the sound and ofcourse, the books. FYI, Boarders' my favourite; there are tonnes of books and the scent of new books is nice and strong, just the way I like 'em.

 

 I'm not exactly good with kids; used to be, not anymore. Not that I don't like them or anything, in fact, I love kids; they're so cute! It's THEM who don't like me. Kids tend to cry when I hold them, for some weird reason. Kids tend to run into me too. Then fall. And cry. Hey c'mon, it's not MY fault I can't see them, they are so puny! I'm gigantor to them, THEY should see ME. Anyway, it surprised me a wee bit when this kido approached me and asked me to grab a book on the top shelf for him. As I mentioned, kids ARE puny, and I'm gigantor to them.

 

 Bought Breaking Dawn on the way out, 20% off cos of the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE, a big THANK YOU to who ever came up with the idea.

 

 Went to watch Hannah  Montanah after that. You read it right. H-A-N-N-A-H   M-O-N-T-A-N-A-H. Alone. To my suprise, there were very few kids there; most of us were teenagers-couples mostly. The guy next to me suprised me most, he looked 20-something, and he came a l o n e. Anyway, the movie was great! You guys should definitely catch it if you have time to spare from the holiday assignments. Ha, ha.

 

 The real surprise was when the movie was over, dim lights were on, and I realised there were quite a few guys watching alone. Hey guys, really, you don't have to be embarrassed about watching Hannah Montanah! Still, it's kinda sissy.

 

 Went to YAMAHA to get this guitar clamp thing and a pick. The clamp thing was darn expensive! Man, it's just wood! And plastic..and metal. Still! Charging almost thirty bucks for that should be made illegle! Well, I bought it anyway.

 

 Went to THEFACESHOP after that, bought a bottle of body cleanser and facial wash thing. By the way, have I ever told you I hate it when sales person 'watch over' me when I had not asked for help? It makes me feel extremely uncomfortable, like a prisoner being watched over by the warden or something. Now you know. Geez, give me beathing space while I look through the stuffs, will ya? Anyway, that was sort of what happened in the shop.  E x t r e m e l y   u n c o m f o r t a b l e.

 

 I walked pass the TS sale, 50% of DVD, last day! Sweet! Bought Beethoven / Virus for S$19.90, twenty bucks off! Thanks again to the Great Singapore Sale.

 

 Took the bus, got home at 10.15. It's two now, really tired, better sleep now.

 

 

..man..i gotta start excercising..swimming tomorrow is a MUST...

fearless!

posted on 29 May 2009 01:02 by six-diary

been listening to fearless over and over and OVER again lately
not just the song fearless but the entire album..can listen to it all day long!

taylor swift is just great! seriously!

 

the album 'Fearless' was relesed nov last year but i just got my hands on it last sat when we went to watch the final fantasy concert. the concert was great by the way

 

anyway, taylor rocks! just love her music

 

tmr's the 'official' last day of school, getting THE CARD tmr
'my grades suck like shit' is what i've been saying a lot lately
they really suck.. a lot

hmm..flying home tmr as well, get to skip physics since i have to leave school at 11.30
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a BIG YAY for that!

 

dont think ill sleep tonight, dont want to...but really, kinda sleepy now
oh well, shucks..

 

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shucks..shucks...got it from claire, cant really remember when i started to use 'shucks'

 

shucks shucks shucks...better that shit..haha

 

lets see...what did i shove down my throat today..hmm

a can of cambell's corn soup with a few pathetic pieces of chicken. wait, is it cambell? or campbell? nvm, forget it. shucks

yes..and three pieces of toast... YUM!

had 8 fried-then-frozen-then-defrosted-then-toasted IKEA meatballs with that weird jam thing
tasted slightly queer..nice in a weird way..its nice when you suck at cooking and there's no one..absolutely NO ONE to cook for you AND you are too lazy to get food from outside

so yeah..it was pretty nice for me

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random stuffs

 

- cant seem to find my thai simcard any where

- house in a little mess..not a gigantic big one...just a tiny one..BUT im too lazy to clean the house which equates to death if my dad decide to come back with me on mon..shucks

- just realise that this is the first entry of may! yay for that..haha

- hmm...excited for sat..which is technically tmr..haha my dad's sailing..and he's taking me along! this is just damn cool..extremely!

- oh yea..today's already friday! so im flying home today, getting back the report card today!

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its coming to the end of may..how time flys..

 

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i think im in that stage of my life where im pretty much confused about life, MY life in particular

im in that stage where i have no clue where im heading, what i want to do, what i like and most important of all: what i want to get out of this life. after all, you only get one shot at living it.

maybe mum's right, maybe i dont have to figure out things and wonder about things all the time, maybe i should do things for the sake of doing it, you know what i mean?

 

well..shucks..